Chris Brown has seen a lot of success musically but he’s also faced quite a bit of backlash.

With five albums under his belt, Brown recalls his road to redemption in an episode of MTV’s ?This Is How I Made It.”

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On what that felt like to win a Grammy award for the first time, Brown explains:

Firsthand to win a Grammy award, it was just the most, like that bliss feeling again. I appreciate it so much to this day. I have it on a mantle and the light on it.

Brown also recounts the infamous fight between he and Rihanna that changed his career forever.

Watch the full episode of Chris Brown’s ‘This Is How I Made It’ below…

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“Having to get personal opinion back and having to gain personal success back, you know, it?s not all the way back you know. But it?s one of my most humbling experiences.?

Even with all the media scrutiny, Brown says he still didn?t allow anything to hold him back.

My story or my life or my legacy can hopefully show them that once you?re down, that don?t just mean you?re down forever. You never let up.

What did you think of Brown’s MTV special?